More about Me: I had my first spiritual awakening when I was 23 years old. I felt stuck in life, in all areas. I didn’t know who I was or what I wanted.
I was living my life with a mask on. I knew that I didn’t fit in at work, but was afraid to speak up about my needs. I think I didn’t even know my needs back then. I was afraid to really look at myself.
I felt like a failure because I was failing to be that person other people wanted me to be.
Why couldn’t I just be like other people? Why couldn’t I finish my degree and go to work without getting stuck?
Why did I have all these desires and dreams but was it so hard for me to manifest them into reality?
To not have to feel the pain of life I started using drugs on a daily base. Some days even before going to work. I was trying everything to cope, but of course, in the end, this wasn’t a sustainable lifestyle.
In the end, I got burned out and depressed and called in sick. I came across the book from Louse Hay called “you can heal your life” And after that, I learned about the law of attraction.
First I was experiencing a lot of resistance to it all. It was hard for me to believe that I created the mess I called my life.
But after shifting through my resistance, I felt relief and a wonderful feeling of being free. Because it meant that I could also make other choices. I wasn’t stuck in this mess forever! For the first time in my life, I could see how it was possible to create my own reality.
In the years after that, I’ve learned all about conscious creation. I thought this was extremely fascinating. I started to apply the tools into my own life and became very successful with manifestation.
I created many wonderful things like a soul-driven business, a great place to live, finding the best education for my daughter, endless creativity, wonderful soulmate friends and ended up being in a loving marriage for 18 years with my Soulmate and one of the best friends I have ever had in my life and he is STILL one of my best friends and an amazing father for our daughter.
I thought I already knew a lot about manifesting and how we create our reality, until I met someone you could label as my “Twin Flame.” After that, I shifted deeper than ever. Being confronted with someone who mirrors you so closely is the best way to learn a LOT about yourself. It has been very confronting at times. And because you have a connection at the level of your Soul, you just can’t seem to get away from this connection. So they ONLY way is to go THROUGH it and learn and grow.
For many people, Journey to finding love is really hard and filled with trauma, pain and separation.
And yes, just like many others I’ve also had my share of these moments of darkness. This is commonly known as a dark night off the soul, but I prefer to call it the dark night of the ego.
If you do the inner work and face the truth and take full responsibility for your own growth, it’s possible however to shift through the trauma and pain quite rapidly. I know this to be true because I’ve been there myself. After my separation I started googling to try to learn what had just happened to me, because it didn’t made any sense. I saw that people stay in pain and separation for years and years when they met someone the have an intense connection for. But it REALLY doesn’t have to be this way.
You CAN be happy with your OWN life AND build an amazing relationship with your True Love.
I know this from personal experience and also from helping a lot of my Dutch clients with insights about the Soul-fulfilling relationship dynamic and seeing them heal and taking amazing steps on their journeys.
I can’t wait to pass on the knowledge I gained to help you on your path to peace, love, oneness, and joy. With yourself AND in the relationship with your Soul Partner.
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With Love, Maartje